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Last night I went to bed with goals in mind of what I wanted to accomplish. Where I was going to spend my energies on as two days of getting ready for the dentist dispersed them. Finally I got the crown back in Tuesday thanks to my dentist who came to get me as he is 5 minutes away and believe me that was much appreciated by me.

My neighbor came over the last two days helping out with some cleaning of the kitchen floor and back today with sweeping the carpet up which is so soiled that the carpet cleaners said it should have been replaced as the stains will come back. She got her pledge dusted a part of the sideboard.  I didn't ask her to do it. For some reason this place is cooler than hers. She noticed it so I cranked the heater on. I never have lost money before and I tell you I have here and other things are missing. After she left and came back around noon just as I was starting breakfast I noticed I had $48 and should have triple it in cash as I still haven't gotten my id license replaced. When she came back, I told her missing money again.  I was just floored what she said and thought WTF. She said, I guess you can't have anyone over and I didn't take it. I am wearing $500 dollar pair of shoes. First, off I just made a comment not accussing anyone. This person is suppose to be a good Catholic and she said you will just die a lonely old lady with no friends. Then left for lunch somewhere. I couldn't believe it as I can never imagine saying that to anyone. Here she was speaking to me again and then this. What makes people be so rude? Are they lonely too, not feeling good or feel superior than you?

I talked to a few friends as i was just hurt by the comment. I was upset to say the least. I walked away from breakfast, the computer and took long nap. 

I told this person that someone from another state has offered to come over to help me get the heavy things out and help me go through the things plus this person can lift 125 pounds. She said how much is this person charging you?  I told her nothing.

My neigbor is heavier than me and I am not saying this as a bad thing but has strength were she can lift things and really cleans her place daily. 

While at the dentist office and remembering me driving back and forth to the beach looking for a place then working at my DC's office and at home for him, it made me sad as i would love to be able not to eat breakfast go to work like him or others there.

I just wish I could do what others take for granted. And I know others who feel the same way. We are all faced with some limitations due to something or the other.

We need to be kind to all people!!